#1 BECAUSE IT IS MY BIRTHDAY MONTH AND I EVERY YEAR ADD SOMETHING TO THIS MONTH TO SPOIL MYSELF WITH, MY SUBSCRIPTION WILL MOST LIKELY NOT BE RENEWED FOR THIS YEAR I AM SORRY IF I DO NOT VIEW ALL YOUR PICTURES BUT THERE IS NO WAY I CAN VIEW 2K DEVIATIONS WITH NO SUBSCRIPTION I'VE HAD A HECKTIC YEAR SO I AM SORRY. I'm on disability life is rough, I had to get a new computer and I got CS4 because my backpay took care of it just enough to take care of it that is and only because they 'found out they made a mistake?' how often does that happen... seriously though I'm sorry if I don't comment like at all now I could a little before but now I just won't be able to keep looking at artwork and things I will of course use this if I make a print by some miracle but my deviations also due to this might be a little more slower even than they have been simply because I will not have this option and it makes me very sad! But no worries I've gotten by before I will get by now. Thank God for having a Mom b/c if I had to pay for housing I'd be disqualified into a street corner wif the bugs! xD Thankies mom! oks well my bills are high enough b/c I want to make money, get a job and live a normal life but I gota learn and it might take me awhile to learn the whole digital painting thing, when I do though I will learn Flash and animation and I will have it made! Again might take AWHILE! I'm still wiggling though regardless of my odds ish flapping her fisshy fins!


Ok so I promised I'd keep everyone somewhat updated...

I now have Design Premium CS4 Extended so I will be working on dvd tutorials ONE AT A TIME, right now I need to do my fantasy portrait dvd from [link] the 2nd one down and don't get all hyped up cause its a BIG strech for me it's taken me like 4+ hours to redo the first 2 steps 1,000 times I'm a perfectionist and well.. I don know what exact colors she used in cs4 the colors get all 'upgraded and upgraded' she was using CS2 and though i used the same color pallet well the palets not 100% the same that and i'm very very fussy and I don wana mess up the base b/c if u do that the top looks like crap! lol so ish doing one step a day! trying to reistrain herself also from overwork overloads again.

That and I have my top secret dvd set going on 2 years I know mostly everything in there but I'm going to try to atempt to watch a few of them over agains in case I missed something keep in mind I HATE BORING stuff I never read a book twice, I don't like to wait on the stuff I already know etc... so atemtping to watch anything 'again' is like telling me to go sit in the rain and wait til the sun comes out! xD Well see how much disipline i have there..

Next, I will be looking at my magazines of course I have a new computer don't have the content anymore the brushes are great at least I can reupload all of them but.. while i'm saving them to my terabite hard drive for back up again, I will be looking to see if theres tutorials on video there are in some arn't in others... Yes, I get magazines with dvd's ok?!? a heck of a lot better than layers magazine and any of the USA ones.. ok so then i can save and upload those to my turial files and list naming the disk I need since u gota view the disk with the tutorail itself unless i save it to my hard drive not sure how to do that i'm to lazy and to dumb to fiddle faddle i have no patience what so ever. My ex tried to teach me patience I have none. My mom was like OMG your being patient?!?! I'm like what? She's like you just sorted all those wires out in like 30 mints b/c you were patient I woulda just gave up in 10 seconds! I was like ROFL its not that hard mom! She's like you never cease to amaze me you can teach a 5 year old preschool and kindergarden, you can play with him all day, you can sort out wires, fix computers and do all this crap with patience but all the normal stuff your not patient at all!!! I'm like ya umm.. thanks?

Anywho... *giggles* I will be doing all of that trying to highlight some of my non-highlighted magazines, I just got my website back up again will be importing pictures to it soon ish gona use the cheat sheet of bridges CS4 photo galerry as I don't want to do this over and over again!

So that's it for now leave a message if you read this!

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PS: Thanks Ely for the quick time tip I went on 5 days ago my computer says this is intended for vista 32 do u still want to install i click no, i do it today its suposidly downloaded well see if it works probably will now. thanks for the good karma.


PPS: I play Farmtown on facebook wayyyyyyy to much thats what I do the rest of my time now? Well... ALMOST!!!

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